I don't feel happy, so I guess I'm really not. I don't even want to listen to music. I don't want to go out. I'm forcing myself to read a book, but nothing seems attractive to me. I guess I'm…devamıI don't feel happy, so I guess I'm really not. I don't even want to listen to music. I don't want to go out. I'm forcing myself to read a book, but nothing seems attractive to me. I guess I'm just bored, or I'm scared, but I don't think there's something to be scared of. I'm making myself scared of something. I'm scared to be lost, I'm scared to be jobless... Life is so complicated right now and I hate it.
