now i'm here wasting my time to be seen as if it's possible i'm no visible in this habitat of chaos but you know, yearning for a warm touch can destroy one how can i escape from this wrecking selflessnes…devamınow i'm here wasting my time to be seen
as if it's possible
i'm no visible in this habitat of chaos
but you know, yearning for a warm touch can destroy one
how can i escape from this wrecking selflessnes
performing for an bored audience,
craving for approval and a little bit of love
we can count blood as well for its cost
i can donate my sticky blood for the sake of my own wounded soul
exchange for my blood with your attention and affection
did not my parents told me that it is no good to beg
i dont want your whole being as company
i just want to carry a piece of a lover with me
there you go, im unvoiced again when you are standing in front of me
am i looking at a mirror
are you as confused as me
can you act like having a holistic view about your own authenticity
or are we all alike with our rotten scars
i wish i was able to ask you this questions
i wish i could borrow your eyes
just to see world from your perspective
are you also carrying these intense emotions like me
or is it just me
somebody tell me
before my downfall
no need to cry for help
you should be able to sense my individual pain
you should understand without me talking and screaming
i cant be the only sentimental and unloveable girl in the freaking world
tired of listening blues
tired of fragmented loneliness
tired of wanting more from your god
yours only,not mine
but i think we should share her power
god must be her, right
tired of my mind of state
i want something static like sheet like ocean
no movement at all
no more fucking brainstorming
i should have been bleeding in bathroom to not to think
lets go to bleed
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